Thoughts

I wish I could write. I mean, really write. So many of my friends have blogs and they write beautifully. Magnificently. I love to read their blogs and I feel like my blog is merely an ill-attempted replica. Which makes it odd. I am a poetic person at heart, but I feel like I can't get the poetry side of myself out. It's stuck inside, and appreciates all pictures, posts, quotes, and poems that are poetic, but it can't create anything poetic of it's own. Maybe more poetry reading would do the trick? Maybe more reading in general? I don't know. But I suppose artistry goes with the poeticness, because I wish I was artistic. I desperately want to be an artistic person, but when I try to create art, it ends up silly-looking. I can't draw, I can't paint. I can play the piano though. Music is a sort of poetry I suppose. Maybe that's why I love music so much. I can't create my own, but I can imitate songs, and play off of sheet music, and listen to music.
And now I seem to be talking nonsense which I tend to do when it's late at night and I feel like posting.