I'm Home!

Well, we got back from the MassHOPE convention. Hannah and I had to work on Thursday and Friday, so we missed going up to Worcester on Thursday afternoon with Mom, Meg, and Mary. :( After work on Friday we went straight to the hotel in MA, so we were fairly tired by the time we got there. I ended up staying up for 18 hours that day! Yikes! I was totally exhausted but I didn't really sleep very well. I don't think I usually sleep very well when I am away from home. :P Nevertheless I am being a silly little girl and not going to bed right now like I should. Arrrgh.
So guess what I figured out? I solved the problem as to what is wrong with me. I am lost. I am lost in what to do with my life (at the moment) and I am lost, as in, needing a SAVIOR! Which makes it pretty cool that I have one already. ;) But yeah. I don't know what God wants me to do with my life. I don't know anything. I have to make decisions and I hate making decisions. I usually procrastinate and then hastily make a decision when I have to. (And btw, I wouldn't be able to tell you if my decisions end up being a good thing, because I have never really had to make super huge decisions! :P) Okay, I feel like I am just rambling here. I am tired. I should go to bed. Goodnight. :)


30 Day Challenge Day 20

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Heh. Yes. I want to go to many countries in Europe. :) Scotland, Ireland, England, France, Italy, Hungary, Spain, etc. ;)


30 Day Challenge Day 19

Day 19 - A picture of something that inspires you.
*cough* Okay, I have never liked questions like this. What INSPIRES me? Inspires me to....what? :P So, I'm not exactly sure how to find a PICTURE that inspires me if I don't even know how to answer the question! :P But. I suppose I will try my best. ;)
Is it vain to post a picture I took? *bites fingernails* 

This is a pretty cool picture. :) Okay, that's it. I'm all inspired out. ;)


30 Day Challenge Day 18

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
I think I would say that one of my biggest insecurities (or fears...same thing, right??) is rejection or invisibility. I am very sensitive (TOO sensitive) to whether people like me or not. Yes, it is called people-pleasing. And I know I have people-pleasing "syndrome". :P It is not fun, and I am praying to overcome it.

I feel somewhat rejected if I am the one initiating a friendship and trying to feed the friendship. If I don't have the person on the other end helping me very much, then I think I just eventually give up. And it hurts. But I need to remember that Jesus is ALWAYS my friend, and he is ALWAYS there for me, and he will NEVER reject me, and he will ALWAYS love me, and he even thinks that I am special! Imagine! To the only perfect "person" in the whole world, I am important, and he pays attention to me, and he plans everything that will happen to me, and he chose me to be his daughter, friend, and servant. That is pretty cool. :)


30 Day Challenge Day 17

Day 17 - A picture of your favourite song.
Whaaaat? How in the world am I supposed to post a picture of my favorite song??
1. I don't have one favorite song. How could Anyone have ONE favorite song? I love music so much, and so many different varieties, that I could NEVER choose just one song.
2. You cannot post a picture of a song. A song is music. You can't watch it. You can't capture it in a photo. I guess that is something that is need about music and songs - it is something in this world that you actually don't look at. So many things nowadays are things to entertain us with our EYES. Movies, music videos, computers, video games, etc. They are all for our EYES. But music? Music is for your ears and your soul. You can't capture music in a picture, and that is that.
Here is one song that I really love. And the nice thing is that it is not a music video that distracts you from the music itself. :)


30 Day Challenge Day 16

Day 16 - A picture of you and someone you do weird things with.
I think the person I do some of the craziest things with would probably be my big sis Hannah. :)

(I had to wear my glasses for a little while that day because my contacts were bugging me. :P)


30 Day Challenge Day 15

Day 15 - A picture of your family.
A relatively old picture, but the most recent one I have of the whole family. :)


30 Day Challenge Day 14

Day 14 - A picture of you doing something that makes you happy.

You probably get the idea by now. I love piano. :)


30 Day Challenge Day 13

Day 13 - A picture of something you hate.
Okay, there are serious things that I hate, like abortion, and drugs and stuff like that, but I am just doing a "silly" answer, okay? ;)

My alarm clock!!!!!! Except it doesn't ring at 10:10! It rings at 5:20. :P



Black and White Photos:

I love how these turned out in black and white. :) If you look at them all in one glance, they look pretty boring, but look at each picture one by one, and I think they look amazingly cool. :)

30 Day Challenge Day 12

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

I LOVE piano. I LOVE playing it, I LOVE listening to it, I LOVE photographing it! I believe that the piano is the best instrument out there. I used to love music with violins, but piano tops all. Granted, violins are gorgeous as well (Just listen to "The Gravel Road" from "The Village" soundtrack!!!), but you just can't beat a piano. *happy sigh*
On another note (pun totally not intended :D), I have to lead devotions at work tomorrow. *GULP* I am sooo nervous and I don't know what to do! Most people just read something from a website or book. My ideas so far are to: read something from My Utmost for His Highest (a lot of people read from that), or find an especially great post on Sister to Sister that could apply to grownups as well as younger people. ;) *sigh*



Playing around with my jewelery

I like reflections :)

Playing with the focus

Books! Aaaaahhhh :)

With my hand over the flash


Through the lens part 2

Experimenting with selective colorization on the computer

This seems like a classic New England picture to me

You can see me in the mirror

My favorite raindrops picture